Whispers of the Forgotton
"My dreams are for the future, but I died yesterday"
Don't judge what you can't comprehend...
i hope you are ok.
Carlos surprised me today. After taking a test I crashed out and he woke me up knocking on my window. I was glad to see him though. Did somebody put a spell on me? hah...most of the time when he's gone I'm wishing he were around. I was glad to see him. I don't know what I'm doing up, I have to babysit tomorrow. It's just Melanie, she's okay to watch...just very silly.
What did me and Carlos do? Nothing...got on the computer and watched tv. I miss him though, even if we don't have anything great to do. So am I the only person to find this alittle strange? One day to the next....a change of heart. Well, it's just great...no I'm not being sarcastic. It is great. It's awesome I think. of course something had to go wrong...
I heard that my niece Ceclie was crying today, very bad, very emotional. She's fixing to be 12. She's alittle preppy and popular with the boys and the girls, but she's "kiddish" though. She doesn't surround her life with boys, and really hasn't took an interest in them "yet". She's my baby though, even if she is getting old. Today some girl was talking about her in school, spreading rumors. She said things like she touches herself and she's a gay bitch. I was mad and then I heard she came home crying very badly I wanted to cry too, you know? So I'm really mad. I wish that I could do something. I've seen the girl who was talking about her, she's her age but she looks alot older about 15 maybe. Coincidently, she's related to these 2 girls that did the same thing to me when I was 12. I came home crying. But gosh, I'm really mad you know? I mean, Ceclie? It doesn't help to know how fragile and sensitive she is. How can that stupid little bitch pick on her ? I need some fuckin Aqua Teen